Silent screams.

Something is bugging me.. Something deep down is getting on my nerves and manifesting throughout any minor mistake, even worse with stupid ones. I'm like an unactive volcano trying to explode and radiate all of it's power, but can find an outlet. So much anger is running inside of me and the fact of not being able to do so makes it even bigger. Subtle difficulties ignite my fire, but I only seem to be burning on the inside. I'm fighting my morals, I don't want to control myself. I just want to burst into a million pieces and not leave a single uncomfort untold. I just wanna set the gas on fire and slowly, progressively take over the rest of the world. Like a thin line of oil not minded as it spelt through the pavement on a cold sunday night. Feel the wrath of anger flowing through every single inch of its combustion. Just feel the pain, I want to feel something, anything... Whether good or bad will always stand over the monotony. I want the numbness to disappear, the dullness to fade away. I've waited for it to come the good way but it doesn't seem to be working. Maybe I should just force it sideways. Either way will uneven the balance that is driving me to my toll.